god bless us everyone :)

i learned the other day that when we are fatigued, our minds can create stories, make us think things

that aren't true,

and now I was feeling so lonely - my mind went to a place of wanting it 'all to be over' - it was an extreme thought

but i am 'getting' that is what happens to me. Fortunately I turned the tv on - and Downton Abbey was on.

It was a shift in gears - but it made me placid and calm. I was going to write something here on the site.

Didn't feel the justification to do so, but eventually I coaxed myself to write - and that it was ok to do it.

peace to all you guys!!