came home from a visit with my parents'...

I just came back from watching a movie with my parents at their house.

It was a nice time to be with them. When I journeyed home and came back to my 

apartment. I recognized that I had to get back to / transition to being on my own...

And I thought to myself "What is it that is my problem?" - I seemed to think

about 'getting back to fighting something within me' in stasis sort of while here on my own..in my head... in my own world.

Managing I guess.

Well, the answer I thought might be that I am lonely while living on my own.. and yet

I then thought about maybe that it's time to creating my own life here. I have talked

about having a pet..I don't know. It's food for thought.. for me. 

I was going to put together a new TV set here - and the instructions were too much...

I then transfered that thought to building a life..??? One step at a time.