so it goes

i recognize tonight that when I am alone, I need to hold on to something or have a thing that occupies me...like right now I am trying to go to sleep - but I am alone

and it's difficult

I have the 'push myself to get the job done' will while at work..and so right now I am alone and like when I am at work - I just have to get along - so right now - it's not so comfortable... like times at work - sometimes it's not comfy.

good moments can be had - while at work or at home... the same goes for moments of discomfort. :)