just lonely, not so bad

I woke this morning, and got dressed right away..I keep my clothes ready

on the rocking chair next to my bed. I had this same rocking chair in my bedroom

when I was a child with all my stuffed animals on it. It's neat to have it in my life

again.

Anyways I was lying in bed and when I first woke I guessed it was around 345a - and I looked

at my phone/clock and it was 340a - I smiled at my good guess! :)

I went back to sleep and woke at 445a and put my clothes on and then went to

the Starbucks. Got a coffee from the nice people there..

I have a relative whose phone calls to me really stay with me in a negative way

but they do force me to figure it out - and pray for her and see that in her advanced

years, she is in pain and lashing out.

Anyways, I don't want to linger on that - the whole thing haunts me frankly.

So I came home and watched some tv and drank my coffee. I texted with friends

and Blue as usual was eager for the what he likes first thing in the morning, when I am here.

It's so funny - he first likes to eat - then he cries until he gets me to follow him

back into the bedroom. He likes to be pet while he's on top of the bed - 

and so sat down on the bed and he layed on my lap - and I turned on the news.

He just lies there, communing with the morning and me while lying on my lap.

He just likes to do that first thing in the morning. It's funny. 

Anyways, trying to keep my day with a good trajectory. I'll go to the Costco for my meds, the bank

to cash a check, Trader Joe's to get some groceries and then make a phone call.

Things are alright. 

Have a good day you guys!