malibumark

....with the holidays upon us.... and last night's first party of the season all said and done,I find myself questioning, wondering and trying to find appreciation for the spirit of the season.All...

I'm kind of the guy sitting in front of the TV watching the Raider/Dallas game shaking with anxiety. I don't think anyone besides me noticed...People are socializing and I am too timid and empty...

My therapist suggested to me that sometimes for all of us, when we're alone, it's like we're grains of sand on a beach. It was a really inspiring statement to me. It made me feel in good company.

I went to work today and was so glad I was there - just keeping busydoing something i knew I could do - and since there are things in my liferight now I don't know how to handle - work seems like my...

my mind is picking things apart this morningand I feel overwhelmed to find 'the answer'I am giving my problems up and just gettingon with the day. I laugh to myself and justget on with it. peace and...

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I feel like I have a good sense of relationships right now butMy mind can't hold it all together - I need to push forwardand take care of my soul and so I'll go for a walk and just stroll in the...

I find myself zooming up to fast speeds of thought this morning.I am relearning old lessons from new vantages and so perhapsthis is just a 'mundane walk' with things. I need to make the bedand then I...

there seems to be so many things to take care of in life. from the responsibilities of work and keeping our bank accounts full..to budgeting and keeping the cupboards and fridge full...mail sorted,...

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It's housework day. Well laundry really first. Tomorrow I'll do house cleaning.I really can't wait for it to be super clean. :)

feeling very out or sorts. as though my mental outlookhas changed. again I feel as though it's 'not ok' to takea step in any direction..as though my needs are excessiveand I am frozen in the moment...

I can't wait for tomorrow. I need to get cozy...I'll shower and put on my pjs after work. Tomorrow I see my Doctor at 11a and then help my parents at 3p. Then Saturday is a big event for the...

I  went to work this morning and work went well.I found myself just enjoying the work and getting it done,well and quickly.I started to have thoughts - reminders to cope with the ups and...