remember the structure

I didn't have a usual routine this morning outside of doing deliveries

...So it was spontaneous and unknown for the most part..

I started to get slovenly and whimpering about my anxieties but started to do the house work

even so...it was something that I finally remembered as I got to work at it....though cleaning on my own was kind of 

upsetting (for lack of a better way to describe it at this time) I realized that I just needed to keep 

a sense of structure to it - from own personal vantage - and chip away at it - much like I keep

a sense of structure when I do work at the market- It's familiar work and I keep at it - each day

- independently working - just as I was cleaning here -

ok space cadet station to Mark on the moon- but I've been so avoiding cleaning that it really is nothing

or not too much to really fuss about - if I treat it as independent work that I do like when I am at the market

- that reference makes it so doable - and not tormenting...does that make sense?

I thought about what Elon Musk said in terms of being an entrepeneur and starting to make a new business

on your own...he said something "It's like wearing Glass" - ok it's cool and funny that I could reference

Elon Musk and me- but so it goes - keep a sense of humor - and the head lights on!! It's clean home

time and going to take a shower! Woot! hehe