malibumark

so much happened - not sure where to startjust really appreciating the adult relationships we havehere at the monastery -there's stressors and passions sometimes that come out between usbut over all...

including me - it's funny how we each stand and look at the worldfrom a perspective of 'us, looking out at them' and calling oursense of a spade is a spade. I'm guessing it's a good thingto make room...

I had a really hard day today. The service wasn’t hard just internally I’m a mess. Grateful for my session tomorrow and trying to figure out the issue today and learn lessons for tomorrow.Blue is...

I've been thinking about my relationship with others and my relationship with myself. Today while in service I thought about how things can get snippy within me and from others back and forth here at...

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I have been coming kind of clear about myself lately.I've been realizing how some people react to me - and come to mefor something they want emotionally or want my attention and I foundmyself...

I’m really happy that I’ve done the dive into having this Scottish experience. It's galvanized my passion for life experience both big and small mindfully in my days. If that makes sense. I’ve...

Things are OK. I’m realizing indeed I have a very hard time transitioning to independent stuff when I stop working for church. But then it’s like if I do start thinking about what I want I become...

I know I associate to feel a sense of knowing or validation for what I do or create or put forth out thereAnd yet there can be an extremity to the reliance or degree to which this expectation...

Honestly that's how it is here (where I live) and it's real important to me that I get used to the discomfort and not let it stop me from achieving things, that I want and need to do!:)

I’m looking forward to my therapist meeting tomorrow. I find my life and condition and fate and god have brought me here to the monastery. So much rumination to understand myself and the...