some more thoughts about the monastery
I have to be honest, the past couple of days it seems like the sisters could care less about me, in fact maybe it’s not even just not care but more. It’s teaching me to embrace even more the love that comes my way as well as know I ought not and don’t have to contort to fit in (when in fact that would not bring love anyway.)
I’ve just been trying to understand life and though I know I’d like to live maybe in my own world at times, I’m realizing many of us come from that direction (many of the sisters have real intense complexes) and the whole order here (at the monastery) of organizing our passions is the extent of the comradery maybe. Father Christopher is back for Easter. I’m grateful for him. He’s a nice guy and he and Blue get on well. It’s sweet
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I'm glad that you have Father Christopher visiting during this very busy time sweetie
I hope that the nuns care about and value you sweetie but I do think following their 'rules' and schedule are of utmost
importance to them so they seem to get sort of moody if there's any interruption to them
Big squishy hug...xo
Thanks Janet! That’s really insightful and helpful!!