malibumark

Honestly that's how it is here (where I live) and it's real important to me that I get used to the discomfort and not let it stop me from achieving things, that I want and need to do!:)

I’m looking forward to my therapist meeting tomorrow. I find my life and condition and fate and god have brought me here to the monastery. So much rumination to understand myself and the...

Good morning, have a sunny happy day!

I struggle with my faith at times.i was sitting in morning meal this morning. The reading while we ate in silence really resounded with warnings about following the rules of god and things like we...

I have an aspect to me that is impulsive and insatiable I know we can’t always feel good in life and this impulsive insatiable side can cause my mind to eat away at me with thoughts or taunts....

Pray to understand itpray to write about itpray to achieve itkeep on keeping on

while going through my day, i tried to keep focused on the task in front of mebut inevitably I suppose due to fatigue or even a creative mind -my perspective was shifted to 'outside of me' to a broad...

I recently talked to my sister about taking a trip to Scotland.I really want to go and she thinks it a great idea. I am so excitedthat she likes the idea too. She's the voice of reason in my life a...

I went down to church today, at around 450am. I was happy as a clam. As I got the church ready for service my mind eventually became invaded by thoughts.i can get quite squirrely and joyful inside...

it's my Dad's birthday. He turns 88 today. He just wants it to be celebrated just as any otherday. He's really an heroic Dad. I feel so blessed. I could sit and listen to him for hours.He's precious...

the definition i need or the validation or perhaps the understanding i need.I noticed that I was seeking something tangible or map worthy of my lifeas an artist and an individual for that matter...I...