valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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i'm keeping my food log and i just wanna restrict....to me i'm eating too much food....even for someone without and ED....it's too much food!!!!! who eats that much!!!!????? i feel like the dietitian...
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so i had my doctor's appointment on monday morning...it went good and when i went back to get weighed i asked the nurse if i could be weighed with my back to the numbers and she said that she...
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so i go to my doctor's appointment tomorrow....i've been to this doctor before and she's told me that i hafta lose weight....i've lost a little bit, but i want and need to lose more!!!!!!!!!! i feel...
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so i was talking to my friend and she's going on this vacation on friday so on saturday i'll be at work with 2 others girls-maybe 3 if our boss can find a sub-and i know that i'll be doing most, if...
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i'm exhausted!!!!!!! that's normal for me now....tomorrow is my first day of NOT going to PHP....i'm a little nervous, but i should be okay.....my boss kinda pissed me off so i'm worried that she's...
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so i was talking to my parents last night and they told me that PHP is too expenssive so tomorrow is my last day.....i'm not ready to leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i told one of the people in the...
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so i'm a little scared or worried or anxious right now....on mother's day i'm gonna go to my grandparents' house and we're gonna plant flowers and stuff....and then we're gonna have lunch....i'm...
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so i went to the hospital after my therapy session last tuesday.....april 23rd.....i had to get an assessment done and i was admitted to the hosptial...inpatient for ED....i was oficially diagnosed...
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so i'm gonna see a dietitan on may 2nd....that's next thursday....i'm really scared....i'm worried that she's gonna make me start eating again....i can't!!!!!! i know i sound silly, but if i start...
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i wanna die.....i really do.....i was gonna see this dietitian....i had it all worked out and then i realized i couldn't...my mom told me that i couldn't b/c i have other bills to pay....and what's...
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so i was working today and i accidently blurted out that i hadn't eaten in a little over 20 hours....i was really proud of myself even though i shouldn't be....anyway my friend H today made me go...
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so i'm going back to school in the fall.....i'm excited....the thing is, i was doing so well and then all this ED stuff came up.....i want to be able to get through this school year without crap, but...
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yesterday was my grandma's birthday party....it was really fun....i hadn't eaten all day so when we got there it was about 3-which was when the party started-and appetizers were out.....i said my...
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so i've decided to restrict eating during the day.....to help me get skinny and stuff....so yesterday i didn't eat anything until 2 and today i made it until 2:30....i mean i wanted to make it until...
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i read in a magazine yesterday as i was waiting for therapy that i might have an ED.....i binge and then restrict.....i told my parents about it last night....my dad barely said a word and my mom...
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