valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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so anxious about my life that i'm losing sleep AGAIN......i swear i feel like i'm gonna fall asleep in the middle of the day.......i'm afraid that if i don't get sleep tonight then i'll fall asleep...
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feeling a little overwhelmed.....so much infortmation in my head that i HAD to write it down or type it down whatever this is......sooooooo much information and soooo much worry going on in my...
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i'm so angry!!!!!!!!!! my brother is 22 and is currentl living at home......hehas a girlfriend and yesterday we went to a fmaily party an my brother drove his girlfriend.....well when he left he said...
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i know this may sound weird, but i wanna go back to the hospital.....people there understand me and i don't feel weird or like i'm overreacting there......don't get me wrong, i'm saying that i'll...
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I AM SO FUCKING ANXIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a hard time falling asleep because i kept on wanting to cut.....i think when i get to school i'll call my therapist in the car and then if she...
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ug!!! i HATE having dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least ones that scare me.....i feel tension in my shoulders and neck and i feel so anxious......this whole dream about my uncle abusing me as a young...
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i wanna cut.....there's too much anxiety going on in my life and i'm getting tired of it......i'm getting tired of all this anxiety and i just wanna release it all.....i wanna focus on that physical...
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so my dad really dislikes his job and he went on 2 interviews in wisconsin-we live in illinois......2 interviews he applied for 2 jobs for the same company.....they called im and said that he was...
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i am SO stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't believe that i was raped again when i was 18.....i feel so ridiculous......not saying that people who ARE raped are stupid, I just feel that way........i...
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i feel so blah....like i'm dead.....my brother came back and i'm pissed at him.....i'm angry at him for a lot of reasons, but i'm also totally emotionless......like the anger isn't that strong, but i...
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my brother is missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was supposed to go to college yesterday.....my parents drove him down and they stopped a relatives house on the way and then he told a lie took the car...
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it's halloween today!!!!!!!!! cute kiddied trick or treating.....of course i'll be at group when it starts, but if i'm lucky maybe a few little ones will come before i leave.....feeling really good...
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i am soooooo anxious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow and friday is my anniversary........it's soooooooo scary!!!!!!!!!!! my therapist and i are going to do a recovery thing today...
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my PTSD is currently in full gear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fell asleep at 1 a.m. last night.....i NEVER stay up that late!!!!!!!!!!!!! my eyes wouldn't stay closed and my heart jumped at the slighest...
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so m grandparents came over yesterday to have lunch, carve a pumpkin and bake some cookies.....just to kind of get them out of th house and visit and stuff like that.....so they know my dad is moving...
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