valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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so my aunt told me about m uncle that raped a girl....she doesn't beleive the victim she believes her brother......i've never met the igrl, but i believe her....so now i'm freaking out.....i'm...
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so i've been having, like, THE BEST birthday week EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! my mom and i cleebrated on my actual birthday and i celebrated last night with my best friend and had me very first drink,...
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so i've been working out 3 days a week in the morning.....i feel great and i'm losing weight and i just feel really good.....so at the pool-i swim-i saw a girl that i went to middle school and high...
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i had a dream about being raped and i actually reported him, but i woke up before i could tell the police officer what happened...and then another dream with a serial killer and i encouraged him to...
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so i've been thinking about my rapes recently.....haven't thought about them for a looong time, so i guess it's about time i did.....i get really angry at myself for not remembering these...
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so i found out this morning that my brother never went to classes in the spring....we sent him to college to finish and he was there and we paid the money but he never went to the classes becasue he...
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so my grandpa died on may 19th and i am crushed.......but the thing is i feel so numb.....like so numb that i wana cut because that way i can prove to myself that i'm alive and i didn't die with...
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so i spent the ast 3 days in missouri b/c my oldest brother graduated and his college is in missouri.....my uncle who makes me uncomfrotable was there.....things were okay and everything was...
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sooooo finals were good!!!!!!! i'm very happy......i go to my brother's graduation next week.....my uncle is gonna be there.....and i'll be wearing a dress and stuff....kinda scared, but if he tries...
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so my cousin had a baby and her baby turned one yesterday....so we were all atthe restaurant and we were partying and i saw my uncle who makes me uncomrtable so i decided that at that party i wasn't...
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so my mom went up to wisconsin this morning and she told me yesterday....as i was giving her her good-bue hug yesterday i got all teary eyes and started crying.....i always think that when she leaves...
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so i cut tuesday morning and i almost cut again today.....i had my tool ready, but i didn't....i know i'm going to though.....my mom just wants me to snap out of it....i see my psychiatrist tomorrow...
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my OB/GYN called me yesterday in therapy and i answered the call...she said my PAPSmear showed abnormal cells and it shows that i have...
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so i went to therapy yesterday and this whole MERE thing was mainly the topic we talked about.....i've used people and lied to my parents about being with certain people but i've never TOLD them...
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so yesterday in one of my classes we had this really big test.....well we got the paper last tuesday and we had to write down how it was supposed to do it since we had to interpret it....welllll this...
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