valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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i opened up a letter today....it was from my mom and i thought it was my rent check but it wasn't.....it was letter from my mom saying that she hopes that i feel better.....i almost cried.....i felt...
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my mom and i were talking last night and she said that she talked to someone in her school district about ASL interpreting.....the woman said that therre were 2 schools in wisconsin that offer it and...
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so i talked to my mom sunday night and she said that she and my dad can't support me for three more years....we were talking about me going back to school.....i saw a counselor yesterday morning and...
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so last night i babysat an autictic boy and his sister....i babysat from 7-12......i had to put him to bed....i've babysat him twice before....the first time he was asleep the whole time and the...
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i'm feeling much better.....i'm just worried that i'm not done getting the urge.....i'm kinda worried that i'm gonna get the urge again and give in.....my arm looks okay......and my arm is killing...
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so i cut today....after 30 minutes i looked at arm and realized i wasn't getting the release that i wanted.....i still wanna self injure!!!!!!!!!!!!! i went to the library and got some movies and got...
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i scheduled another apppointment with my weekly therapist tomorrow morning....should i wait to cut or cut now??? i reeeeeeeally wanna cut now and just get the punishing done......but i dunno....i...
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my mind is jumbled....all of the reasons to self injure makes total sense to me, but i know that no one else understands.....i know that's it's crazy and that no one understands and i accept...
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i told my mom today-AGAIN-that i was raped in january 2010 and she was very sorry about it and didn't yell at me or anything....she claimed i never told her, but i told her i did and whatever....and...
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so i went to my therapist today and we discovered something very interesting....i blame myself for this rape-this isn't the interesting part-and she asked why i thought i couldn't let go and we came...
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i was talking to my therapist today and i told her that i wasn't angry at my rapists....i'm angry at God, if there IS a God.....see i was raised catholic and now i'm agnostic.....and when i was a...
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so this is the time of the year where my dreams will start to be really bad because it's near the anniversary of my second rape......i don't remember the date because i blocked it out of my mind for...
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so i have a coworker and friend that we'll call R and she has 2 daughters that we'll call I and G......so she worked tonight and I was there because I is her oldest who is 4 i think.....she texted me...
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so in my previous jounral entry i said that i was scared for my friend H....WELL i talked to my mom last night and she knows everything about the situation....i told her my plan to take her out to...
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so my from H went on a date with this guy a few weeks ago....they went out for coffee and then they went bowling....after bowling he tried to shove his tongue down her throat.....she refused and he...
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