Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
Mood:
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Good morning Fred: I finally got to sleep a little after 5 A.M. this morning. I've just about finished my first cup of coffee & am starting to come alive again. My guess is that I was...
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Dear Fred: It has been a long time since my last journal entry. So much has happened but in other ways so little has changed. Nick has been gone now for 2 years & 5 months. The intense...
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Dear Fred:No This entry is not about a ton of regrets.... things I woudn't have done if I had known Nick was going to die. Yes. I do have a bunch of those but I am not dwelling on them. This...
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Dear Fred:In the early morning hours eighteen months ago I said good bye to Nick. Memories still haunt me of his suffering and how bravely he fought to live. I can hardly bear thinking about the...
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Dear Fred:Yesterday I wrote to you about living life "on the surface". Everything that I wrote yesterday I still feel is true. However, I wanted you to know that there is one wonderful thing...
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Dear Fred:It has been a while since I have written to you. It has actually been a while since I have even been on DS. The truth of the matter is that I am out of energy at the moment. I miss...
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Dear Fred:In 1 1/2 hour it would have been the 24th wedding anniversary for Nick & me. This is the 2nd wedding anniversary without him and it is actually much more painful than the first one was....
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Dear Fred:All of us have heard the following: QUESTION: "How do you eat an elephant? ANSWER: "One bight at a time."During...
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Dear Nick:I am writing to you (through Fred, The Journal) in hopes that by the time I have finished this grief attack that snuck up out of now where will be over. I was doing really fairly well....
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Dear Fred; I thought today I would share a few observations I have made during the past week or so. I guess, since you are my journal, you really don't have much to say in the matter but thank...
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Dear Nick:Perhaps it's time I wrote you and updated you on a few of the things that are happening. First off, I am finally making a little progress in reorganizing your computer room. I've done a...
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Dear Fred,Tonight I would like to direct this letter to Nick. Thanks, Fred. Dear Nick:This week I have been watching the Olympics. This year they are in London. During the Olympics that were...
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Dear Fred:For the past few months it seems I have two different entities.One is on the very surface. Superficial and chugging along each day doing this and that. The other is a much deeper...
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Dear Fred:Tonight I have been thinking of how full of contradictions life seems to be.. especially when one is trying to return to some sort of life after losing your life's partner, best friend and...
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Dear Fred:It has been so long since I have written in you. Tonight, however, I would like to address my entry to The Creator, Our Father, The Great Spirit, God or perhaps just The Cosmos. There...
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