Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
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Hi Fred:I have been thinking about Nick, his death, our relationship and all the mixed emotions that chase each other around and around and never seem to actually go anywhere. It has been 6 1/2...
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Dear Fred: The past few weeks have been really weird for me. I hate to whine. I hate to feel weak. I hate most of all for the end of a day to come and I find I have accomplished nothing. At...
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Hi Fred:Tonight I am thinking you are lucky to be an electronic journal! If you were actually here in Idaho Falls you would be feeling very chilly right now. We were supposed to get rain today....
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Dear Fred:I am not sure what is going on inside of me. For a while it felt like I could force myself to keep on going. It felt good to be searching for a local support group, a counselor,...
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Dear Fred:I finally went to a Grief Counselor yesterday. She was surprisingly easy to talk to. It was a "get acquainted" session. I never thought I would pay $95 an hour to just talk to...
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Hi Fred: I have not meant to ignore you. But then, I never promised that as my journal you would get a lot of attention. Tonight I feel another letter to Nick would be good. So, you can read...
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Hi Fred:This evening I am headed to Salt Lake with Lahni. We will be staying at her daughter's apt for two nights. Purpose of the trip is to look at some of the home decor stores in that area....
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Dear Fred:It isn't winter yet and I have at last completed six of the goals I set when Nick died. Here is what has been done.The back deck is stained & ready for winter. Nick's car has been sold...
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Dear Fred:Today just hasn't turned out in any way shape or form what I had planned for it. Sort of like "life" in a nutshell.I had planned to get up, wash hair, go to the Farmer's Market for fresh...
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Dear Creator, who has created and un-created all that ever has been and all that ever will be, please open the ears of your heart and hear this one who humbly kneels before you with tears in her...
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Dear Nick, Where ever you are, it was are 23rd wedding anniversary today. The very first anniversary we ever had we spent apart. You were in England finishing up a work project and I was in...
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Dear Fred:It has been 5 months now since Nick died. I can tell things have changed some inside of me. I do not feel the horrid hollow feeling all of the time. Now it is just a very tired...
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Dear Fred: It helped a lot last time I wrote a journal entry simply to do it as a letter to Nick. I think I will do that again this time as well. Dear Nick:It's been a while since I wrote to...
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Dear Fred:Five months ago today in the very early morning hours a very brave and courageous man lost his battle with cancer and I lost my husband and soul mate. Today I would like to talk to Nick...
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Dear Fred:Well, another day is drawing to a close. It has been a long time since I've really told you about my days. The past week and a half have been rough.Lot and lots of tears. Some very...
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