Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
Mood:
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Dear Fred:This week end in Memorial Day. This is the 2nd one since Nick died. In memory of Nick I will address the following letter to him as I so wish he were actually here to talk with.Dear...
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Dear Fred:Today has been a day that even surprised myself. Since I tell you all the sad news and hurts I now finally have a little good news to share. There will be other days not this good but I...
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Dear Fred:Sometimes it is really hard to write to you. Shouldn't one have something noteworthy to say to their journal? Well, you are out of luck my friend. One day just sort of follows the...
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Dear Fred:Today has marked the 13th month since Nick died. It seems like it was forever ago that true laughter and happiness left my world. I know he isn't able to come back but I still cannot...
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Dear Fred:I thought I was once again getting on top of things. Then the bottom fell out of whatever it was that I was "on top" of. It wasn't a soft landing either!!Once again I am climbing out of...
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Dear Fred,It has been such a long time since I have written to you. I am glad you are a patient sort of journal. I thought I'd take a moment and reflect on some of the small changes I am...
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Dear Fred:Tomorrow (the 28th) will mark the 11th month of Nick's death. He died in the very early morning hours of that awful day. However, the memories of the 27th of March still haunt me and...
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Dear Fred:I am sorry to ignore you so badly. However, as a journal I suppose you grow to expect that. Once again, I would like to direct my thoughts to Nick. He had been on my mind heavily...
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Hi Fred:Tonight I would like to write to Nick instead of directly to you. I think after ten months he deserves to hear from me on how I am feeling by now. I shared this with my counselor today....
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Dear Fred: Part II is put on hold. I have found I am not able to actually write about the things that took place between the time I left off writing on Part I and when Nick died. I tried writing...
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Hi Fred:I have been thinking about Nick, his death, our relationship and all the mixed emotions that chase each other around and around and never seem to actually go anywhere. It has been 6 1/2...
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Dear Fred: The past few weeks have been really weird for me. I hate to whine. I hate to feel weak. I hate most of all for the end of a day to come and I find I have accomplished nothing. At...
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Hi Fred:Tonight I am thinking you are lucky to be an electronic journal! If you were actually here in Idaho Falls you would be feeling very chilly right now. We were supposed to get rain today....
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Dear Fred:I am not sure what is going on inside of me. For a while it felt like I could force myself to keep on going. It felt good to be searching for a local support group, a counselor,...
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Dear Fred:I finally went to a Grief Counselor yesterday. She was surprisingly easy to talk to. It was a "get acquainted" session. I never thought I would pay $95 an hour to just talk to...
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