Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
Mood:
Ok
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Today started out being a day that I just didn't want to be part of. I wanted to just stay in bed for the rest of my life and hoped that wouldn't be too long. However, the cats finally forced me...
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Hi Fred:You know, a few days ago I thought I was well on the way to recovery. Then it hit me that I felt good only because I was refusing to think about Nick. I also realized that whenever I...
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Hi Fred:Today was not as happy as yesterday. But, I still cannot complain. It started out with a long walk with Kathy. WOW it was so hot I thought I would melt into a puddle. Tomorrow she & I...
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Dear Fred:Today was actually a positive day! It felt good. There was still sadness and the feeling of loss. However,overall, the day was a positive experience.This morning I took Kay to Mt View...
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Dear Fred:Well, another week end bights the dust. This week end wasn't nearly as tearful as other have been. I am getting pretty good at just refusing to think abou what has really happened. I...
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Dear Fred:Today I did errands. Didn't get them all done but got the more important one taken care of. Financial things are beginning to shape up. Also the medical bills are about finished. I...
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Hi Fred:Today was indeed my birthday. People tried so hard to make it a good one. Kathy took me to lunch. My sister stopped for a visit . Tom & Molly invited me over to their home for dinner &...
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Hi Fred:I told you when I first started this, I am NOT good at journaling. Never have been. Probably never will be. I thought if I named the journal ("Fred") it would be more like talking with...
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Hi Fred: I am sorry not to have written to you for several days. It has been pretty busy.Saturday was the Christensen family reunion at my brother's home. (His wife of 55 years died 18 months...
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Hi Fred: I have had this thought now ever since Nick became so ill. It's time to share it with you since you are my personal journal.I do not believe in the typical guardian angel... wings, halos...
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Hi Fred: Made it through one more day. Some good things happened which I am glad for. (1) Lee Ann called & we hung out together for a bit. (2) I heard from a couple of new people from DS. It...
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I've never been good at keeping a journal. I'll give it a try and see how it goes. I'd like to think I'm talking with someone so I think I'll just call my journal "Fred". March 28, 2011 is the...
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Hi Fred:I have been thinking about Nick, his death, our relationship and all the mixed emotions that chase each other around and around and never seem to actually go anywhere. It has been 6 1/2...
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Dear Fred: The past few weeks have been really weird for me. I hate to whine. I hate to feel weak. I hate most of all for the end of a day to come and I find I have accomplished nothing. At...
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Hi Fred:Tonight I am thinking you are lucky to be an electronic journal! If you were actually here in Idaho Falls you would be feeling very chilly right now. We were supposed to get rain today....
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