Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
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Hi Fred;Believe it or not, today I managed to stay home all day long! First time since I lost Nick. The cats were really happy about this. They all took turns being petting. I found it takes...
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Dear Fred:Here is what has me wondering if I am making progress or just procrastinating during the past couple of weeks. In my longing to ease some of the pain I have kept horribly busy. It's...
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Hi Fred:I've been thinking lots about Nick. Tonight I would like to share with you some of the funny things that he & I shared. His sense of humor was witty and keen. He & I made a great team...
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Dear Fred: Nick has been gone now for four months. Tonight I would like to write down a few things in his honor.Four months ago today a very brilliant and wonderful man had his life cut short....
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Dear Fred:Today was a stone... not a diamond. It is so close to the 28th of the moth. March 28th is when Nick had to leave me. Memories of what he and I went thrnough have been with me nearly...
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Today started out being a day that I just didn't want to be part of. I wanted to just stay in bed for the rest of my life and hoped that wouldn't be too long. However, the cats finally forced me...
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Hi Fred:You know, a few days ago I thought I was well on the way to recovery. Then it hit me that I felt good only because I was refusing to think about Nick. I also realized that whenever I...
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Hi Fred:Today was not as happy as yesterday. But, I still cannot complain. It started out with a long walk with Kathy. WOW it was so hot I thought I would melt into a puddle. Tomorrow she & I...
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Dear Fred:Today was actually a positive day! It felt good. There was still sadness and the feeling of loss. However,overall, the day was a positive experience.This morning I took Kay to Mt View...
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Dear Fred:Well, another week end bights the dust. This week end wasn't nearly as tearful as other have been. I am getting pretty good at just refusing to think abou what has really happened. I...
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Dear Fred:Today I did errands. Didn't get them all done but got the more important one taken care of. Financial things are beginning to shape up. Also the medical bills are about finished. I...
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Hi Fred:Today was indeed my birthday. People tried so hard to make it a good one. Kathy took me to lunch. My sister stopped for a visit . Tom & Molly invited me over to their home for dinner &...
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Hi Fred:I told you when I first started this, I am NOT good at journaling. Never have been. Probably never will be. I thought if I named the journal ("Fred") it would be more like talking with...
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Hi Fred: I am sorry not to have written to you for several days. It has been pretty busy.Saturday was the Christensen family reunion at my brother's home. (His wife of 55 years died 18 months...
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Hi Fred: I have had this thought now ever since Nick became so ill. It's time to share it with you since you are my personal journal.I do not believe in the typical guardian angel... wings, halos...
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