Darlene-Newman
Status: I'm so grateful to DS and the wonderful people who give me so much support & understanding.
Mood:
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Dear Nick:The past two days have been so lonely. I miss you so much. I don't think that will ever stop. Today was a little easier because by now you were no longer in pain. I still cannot...
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Dear Nick:Three years ago tonight we parted. We never said good bye as neither of us could accept that you were dying. After all, how could you die? You were so full of life. You were so full...
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Dear Fred:It is so strange how a person's perspective changes. Before Nick died a heavy snow fall was really no problem. Nick shoveled the snow out of the drive way and the walks. Now a snow...
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Dear Fred:I wonder why it is that so often you get a wake up call at another person's expense. For the past 2 weeks I have been on a real one person pity party. It's true this time of year is...
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Dear Fred: For years I never believed in Guardian Angels. Since Nick's death I have realized I have been blessed with many Guardian Angels. I just didn't recognize them... but I do now.These...
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Dear Fred:It's been 2 years and 10 months since Nick died. I have uncurled from fetal position. I no longer cry while grocery shopping. The cruel gut wrenching pain has given way to a low grade...
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Hi Fred: Tonight I had a telephone visit with another widow lady I became friends with through DS. Her husband died about the same time Nick did. We are both at 2 1/2 years. She & I discussed...
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Hi Fred: I thought it was time to check in with you again. It's been a while since I last wrote in you.The weather has turned cold, snowy and breezy. It looks like winter has found Idaho and...
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Dear Fred: Today held a very disappointing set back for me. I have been looking forward to returning to better health: having some energy, being able to see reasonably well again and getting my...
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Dear Fred: Yesterday was hard. Just plain hard. The nights are getting really bad. I can hardly wait each night to take a couple of pain pills and go to sleep. There is a lot a should be...
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Dear Fred: As you know, I have been experiencing a down turn on the roller coaster of grief. Last Saturday I was given a much needed reminder that courage & attitude and enjoying what is still...
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Dear Fred: Yes, I am looking forward to tomorrow. Not just a figure of speech but I really do mean tomorrow (Monday). The day starts with an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon my GP...
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Dear Fred: Today has been a better day. I've had a few good conversations with myself and I think what I needed was a good mental shake. In the last few years I witnessed courage &...
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Dear Fred: The last two days have been somewhat better than the last time I wrote to you. Part of the problem, I believe, is that it is difficult for me to keep busy. There is a lot I really...
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Dear Fred: Yesterday (9/8/13) would have been Nick & my Silver Wedding Anniversary if he had lived.To avoid the pain I started feeling that day I had an opportunity to go on an overnight "girl's...
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