I have to start digging through Scott's medical files again. The ins. co. is still fighting me.  My ins. claim is probably not even close to what they make in interest in one day!  I have been putting it off 'cause it is so hard to look at all that stuff.  I just feel funky.  I am sure it is yet another stage of grief.  I am just so tired, as so many are, of all of this.  I wish it was all just some ugly nightmare and we would all wake up.  My lunch with my friend was good.  I always enjoy talking to her and we can talk about things that we couldn't with anyone else.  I mean really personal things.  That is the nice thing about having a friend for so long.  After lunch she showed me where her daughter lived, I showed her where Chris lives, we went to the $1.00 shop & just looked around, & dropped off gifts to one of her relatives.  It was just kind of a "normal" day which was nice.  I only have 5 days left of my vacation.  Seems like it is going very quickly and I haven't accomplished much except survival.  Guess that is a big enough thing.  I have been very grateful to have the time off and am already looking forward to Spring Break and Summer Vacation.  Sounds like I don't want to work at all.  That is true at the moment but I would really go nuts after a while.  I am blessed to like my job and have the time off I do.  My doctor called today and I have some fungus in my right index fingernail.  YUCK!  He has prescribed something they tell me is pretty expensive.  It had better work!  If it does it will be worth it 'cause my nail looks cracked and yellow.  It is embarrassing so I try to keep it polished.  However, that is sometimes more of an effort than I can manage.   Guess it's time to start the paperwork shuffle.  I really want to procrastinate more but since tomorrow is Friday I just can't.

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Sorry to hear that the insurance company is making things difficult for you. Businesses don\'t have a bit of compassion when it comes to money. Now that the holidays are over, maybe you can spend you last 5 days off relaxing and regrouping. I know it\'s hard when you know you have to go back to work and don\'t really want to. But, do something nice for yourself while you have the time off. Luv ya, Adrianne
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Adrianne is right on about insurance companies. Any reason not pay.... Is there anyway you can take an extended leave from work? Some organizations are flexible and compassionate..while others....
I am not working. Could not keep my mind focused on anything. I share you grieve and sorrow.
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Yes...do something especially nice for yourself!! Love and peace...Karen
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The insurance company was good here but didn\'t like having to deal with it, as that meant that my daughter was gone. Just a cruel reminder. We had a harder time with the Corner but seems like there is always something that tests us. Take the time you need and make sure you are kind to yourself and not stress out. Love and Hugs.
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I\'m sorry for all the hoops you have to jump through for the insurance company. Enjoy the rest of your time off. I\'m glad your lunch was nice. Do it more often. Love Robin
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Don\'t give up on the insurance company. You make them do what they are supposed to do. I know what you mean about polish sometimes being more than you can do. I\'ve never worn so much chipped polish in my life!
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Ginger,
Paperwork is endless. I just sold my sons condo so that is one more thing off my list.Now all i have to deal with is 2 vehicles.It is so hard dealing with these things , so many reminders. just realx your last few days off, the paperwork will still be there when you feel like dealing with it. Hugs, Inga
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I think the insurance companies try to get us discouraged so we will give up. I know how hard it is to deal with. I had a hard time with Joe\'s car. So, much \"red tape\". Seems likes they pour salt into the wound.
Glad you have a good friend you can talk too. I have one good friend that has been my life saver along with all my friends on this site. Hope you can get them rest. Take care. love u lucille
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Insurance companies try to frustrate us to the point where will will just give up. Just keep plugging along, you\'ll get there. Thinking of you Love and hugs Cathy