Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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Facing the truth

JessicaChase
JessicaChase
My alters have been told they are me. What a shock. Still not over it. That means I went through all that abuse. They feel abandoned and purposeless. All I've been doing for days is crying and we are very angry. I ended up stabbing and cutting. Can't sleepmemories are back and so are the demons that were there during the abuse.I've been suicidale reaching out to every avenue I know just to keep me a live through the day. So, thank you all for your support! We are just so sad!
innerdialogue
innerdialogue
We are so so sorry for what you've been told. I know they ARE us at some level, but myself, I prefer to say, WERE me. They were me, but because of no contact etc, they became really different.
Together you can fight those demons because together you stand strong. I'm sorry about the memories. Might be your alters, trying to prove to you that their pain is real. I'm sorry you feel so sad but I can tell you, I, we would too if someone said that.
e4now
e4now
we are sorry you are going through such a state..we understand your sadness (((hugs)))
starfish
starfish
(((( hugs ))))) I know that I hold that all inside....it's there, but letting it out, I feel, would be lethal. So I wind up just playing along with what people expect of me. Meanwhile, going insane slowly inside with all the pain. However, once in a while, something remarkably good happens because of it, just enough to keep me going. UGH!!
stephanietram
stephanietram
This note is a little late, but I hope you are doing better today. Some of us believe we are part of a person, some of us don't. Stuff can be really upsetting, but usually we DID people can find our way back to some kind of balance. I hope you are getting there.