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- Saturday night, I had a nightmare. Every fiber of my being was screaming in accusation at a female dance teacher, let's call her Jess, who I believe was an accomplice in my assault ( I was kicked very very hard by a black belt in the butt and vagina...
- I've been staying in bed a lot. Seems like the groin kick from behind in August did lasting damage. He really got me in the anus, it hurts when I go the bathroom. I saw on social media that he is a black belt in some kind of martial art. I try not...
- I couldn't get him to accept counseling or even go to the doctor; so I pulled my family into the situation.... He is now back living with my parents. He has to leave his apartment because of threatening notes from neighbors and his hoarded mess. My...
- Cried and had a panic attack after confronting my brother about his social media post today. His face is so oddly wooden in its expression at times. He really was my favorite person in the world as a kid; he's become so out of it. He says gang...
- My brother has always had issues. I looked up to him and he was a good looking basketball star. He seemed to worsen after he graduated from college. I feel badly because I pushed him away after I had a breakdown. One day a few weeks ago, he scared...
- I believe that something sexually traumatizing happened to me when I was five during the trip to Tennessee. I became unhappy at school and often cried at lunchtime, after having a good preschool experience, and started wiggling in my desk because my...
- So many years spent in senseless suffering because my uncle was born with an extra Y chromosome and became an offender and I was born with a diseased leg. I still need to feel more empathy with others. Being rejected so much has only fostered...
- Trying not to get back into my Excedrin PM addiction... Was having nightmares and insomnia. I have to take at least 3 because of my high tolerance of sleeping pills. I used to take about 8 or 10 unisom or PMs in college. I get so anxious only...
- Both of my grandfathers passed away when I was 5 and my memories of them are a bit frightening. My mother's father played with me and was active, but he was paralyzed from the shoulder's down in an accident. He had a Velcro strap that helped him...
- Upset today. Couldn't overcome driving phobia or lymphedema. Upset about breast atrophy and being kicked in groin last year for inappropriate dancing. Feeling hopeless. Hard to watch rest of family having a life. Complete social failure at dance...
- This website said Joe Jackson kicked Michael in the testicles and gave him pills to chemically castrate him to keep his voice high for money. It would explain a lot, like the small frame that fit more easily into women's clothes and his...
- Basically, someone horrible kicked me in my bottom/ groin in August. This has made managing lymphedema harder. Until recently, most of the pain was in my butt, but I might have nerve damage in the vulva from it. Or I'm getting used to my new bike...
- I was recently kicked in the butt/ vulva from behind (in mid August.) I had a lot of similar feelings that I had in '95 after my uncle sexually assaulted me. I've been reading about groin attacks and it said that they can be a hormone disrupter,...
- I just want to thank this support group for putting up with me and my posts! I really feel the discussion is helpful. I have not been doing very well, but I feel more clarity these days.
- My husband and I are friends with a crazy, attractive couple. The woman is so beautiful. Petite, red-haired. She picked up that I was attracted to her. When she ran her fingers through my hair, I thought I was going to die. One night, my husband...