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- I’m married to a man, but still consider myself bisexual. There’s this beautiful local singer in my dance group. I complimented her dress and she kind of modeled it for me with a spin. It was black, off the shoulder. Then, later, she noticed my...
- so, my old dance studio had an event that kept popping up on social media. I’m glad I finally looked at it... it’s their last party because they’re moving... smack dab upstairs from my husband’s favorite brewery and restaurant! He helps...
- my hypothyroidism has gotten worse, and I’ve just felt listless and unmotivated. Still dealing with what I believe is breast atrophy from hormonal imbalances after a vascular surgery and probably thyroid in 2015. After my mammogram found something...
- Accidentally saw an event on Facebook while looking for weekend dance events. The woman I believe may have been an accessory to my assault is having two engagement dance parties. For herself. (Won’t say he’s older, kind of her boss, and, when I...
- still trying to put the assault behind me and move on with my life. I really like the dance group I’m in, but feeling a little triggered recently. my ex- dance teacher who assaulted me recently shared one of our group’s posts on social media and...
- mother asks me to go to coffee with her yesterday. She shows me her nails in the car, “Look what I’ve accomplished! I’ve stopped biting my nails after my childhood trauma of “John” raping me!” She says this like someone else would say,...
- still not able to deal with my life... was assaulted almost three years ago; never could overcome driving phobia or being an incest victim or having varicose veins and lymphedema in my left leg.. mostly over being assaulted. But still having...
- yesterday, Facebook notified me that the star soloist of my choir opened a very old message I had sent her almost two years ago when I felt traumatized and distraught. I had looked up my dance teacher on Facebook when I was wondering whether or not...
- ive talked out my trauma endlessly here and in therapy. I felt triggered in October by unexpectedly seeing dancers from my old studio in at the Lodge, but I found out my therapist had moved to a much further location. I talked to my doctor and got a...
- a dance friend was going to give me a ride to a big weekend event, but I saw some posts about my old studio on Facebook by my new teachers and I felt too anxious to go and cancelled. I know I can't expect them to cut ties with a local dance studio....
- my husband got a Facebook message from her, "I'm horny, baby" that he showed me. She has been very obsessed with men and dating. He said he hopes it was spam; I asked her if she'd sent him a message and she says she was spammed, but I'm not totally...
- so.... dance class on Monday nights at the brewery has made me feel better. It seems to be going well. A dance friend had been making overtures to get to know me, then seemed hesitant, and I worried that she had heard about what happened at my old...
- she's been spiraling since father's death. So triggered by her. She's been demanding and difficult. Started letting her ride with us to dance class because I thought it might help her with etiquette. Noticed how she gets too close when she is...
- was going to go back to therapy, but husband doesn't want to drive all the way to her new location. Should I just get a new therapist?
- my dance trip was mostly fun. My most frequent dance partner didn't go, another lead I dance with was there so I got enough dances. A much older man made me a little uncomfortable, but he is a very eager beginnner. Just didn't know him well enough...