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- I am in my thirties and my kids are Tweens. i have a great husband, but lately I keep getting crushes on guys in their mid twenties. I have struggled with problems with my left leg all my life, so maybe I am fascinated by their healthy athletic...
- I feel that probiotics have really helped me. I eat 3 Greek yogurts a day and take probiotics. I am starting to drink kombucha, a fermented drink, as well. I tried apple cider vinegar to help with swelling, but I developed mouth ulcers. Since...
- This was at work, I had been flirting too much with the guy. He started lifting up his shirt and touching his body, I did get into it. He told me later he's bisexual and I wonder if he was even attracted to me. It was kind of humiliating. I still...
- Became severely hypothyroid from lithium...I recovered from my breakdown & got off psychiatric drugs. Big change in that I became much more attracted to women.. Skipped some periods and used progestin to induce a period several times, but obgyn...
- My arousal issues that stem from incest didn't seem like such a big deal before I lost a lot of weight. I'm trying to get back into ballroom dance, but being close to an attractive partner can be difficult. I found myself moving my hand down his arm...
- one counselor I had wouldn't talk to me anymore after I recounted what happened with my uncle, and that happened before in college. I was told to see a psychiatrist. Well, when I was seeing a psychiatrist, I didn't get to talk much about incest and...
- I feel like my sexuality is messed up because I'm an incest victim. I have arousal issues, I guess a mix of fear/ desire. I guess in my core, I don't feel that having sexual desires for lots of people is wrong. If I spent a few days with an...
- I realize that I have sexual issues as a result of incest and sexual assault. Somehow fear/ attraction to men became hypersexuality. I started writing erotica to help me deal with these problems. I also want to put "clean" erotica out there- stories...
- I choose not to be medicated unless I am in a breakdown. Because of my terrible varicose veins and primary lymphedema and hypothyroidism, psychiatric drugs are not a choice for me. the drugs would make me morbidly obese again, and that is more...
- I am not considered the main victim of my uncle. My brother's whole life is about that his life was ruined and he always needs mom to bail him out. My brother bullied me and doesn't really feel too much remorse. he said he was sorry about "not being...
- I've posted a lot about how much biking, massage and compression stockings have helped me lose weight. I was happy to get back to being a size 14/16, but I didn't want to stop there. But, people who worked at the place where I get my compression...
- Because I am an incest survivor, and was also sexually assaulted and used to make out with relative strangers, I experience fear and attraction to men I don't know very well and it makes me uncomfortable. I have recently lost a lot of weight and...
- Obviously, I wish I'd never had a breakdown. I know "breakdown" isn't a scientifically correct term, but it fits with what I experienced twice in my life. Of the first breakdown, I feel that I had been emotionally dead inside for years preceding the...
- Just watched the 1961 film Lawrence of Arabia. That movie really helped me feel more positive about being a victim of sexual assault as well as mental illness. Lawrence's ordeal with being captured and raped by the Turkish General is portrayed...
- I first noticed this turn on years ago, while watching a soap called Passions. A mermaid had cursed a man to never have sex with any human woman. Whenever intimacy came near, he would goInto a trance state. I found the story arousing.I read an...