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- I once found a book in college about making puppets as therapy. I do make up characters for stuffed animals and puppets. One character I made up was for a Marie Curie finger puppet. I gave her a gravelly Eastern European type accent and a lot of...
- After feeling obsessed with a "Days of Our Lives' story line, in which Eric Brady, then a priest, was drugged and raped by Kristen Dimera, and slowly recovered memories, I had an epiphany. I wondered if my uncle had molested me or raped on during...
- Mostly, I am managing my lymphedema. I work very hard to keep my legs from swelling up. I do experience some mild swelling in my left arm from time to time, but I don't feel it is bad enough to merit wearing a compression sleeve (but sometimes I...
- My parents are intelligent people and mean well. But there are areas of life where they are bizarre. I've said that my mom believes she was raped by her brother as a child, he also molested my brother and me.anyway, the bathroom is one area in my...
- Although I still am unsure if I am bipolar I or if I have depressive breakdowns related to the trauma of incest, I feel that I am well right now and want to have a career or be more active in the community. that being said, I have been...
- my mom believes my uncle did something, possibly rape, to her around age 5. She often behaves childishly, such as calling cashews "cashew-sies," eating with her fingers, calling my dad childish sounding nicknames, pouting, etc. Being a victim of my...
- When I was 4, I fell out of my mom's Plymouth Duster because the door was broken. Later that year, I hit my head when my babysitter stopped short in her station wagon. My mom would often freak out whenever she got lost while driving. The first time...
- this will probably sound crazy, but I feel like I was bisexual before my second breakdown being 70% attracted to men and 30% attracted to women. Now, I feel like I'm 60% attracted to women and 40% attracted to men. I was unable to have orgasms on...
- when I met my husband, I weighed more than he did. he was 6'2" 175 lbs. and I was 5'9" 195 lbs. I have lymphedema and a large frame and carry more weight in my left leg than a typical person, so I look pretty svelte at 195. Anyway, I always liked...
- Okay, so during my second breakdown I became delusional about my husband's friend/son's godfather. I asked him to have sex with me while I was having a weird reaction to antidepressants. He yelled at me, apparently told mutual friends about it,...
- Okay, so during my second breakdown I became delusional about my husband's friend/son's godfather. I asked him to have sex with me while I was having a weird reaction to antidepressants. He yelled at me, apparently told mutual friends about it,...
- you won't catch me back at a psychiatrist's. there's nothing they can do to help me with issues related to being an incest victim. I hate when I have breakdown, but all I seem to have issues with is obsessively crushing on guys and overdosing on...
- I am a child of the '80s, a time when a few body swap movies came out. I love stories where a man and a woman switch bodies and I have that fantasy, of swapping bodies with a man, temporarily. I wish I could find stories about a man and woman...
- maybe it's stretching things to say I'm transgendered, feel a bit androgynous sometimes. I know I'm bi, sometimes I wish I had been born a guy, I don't think I want surgery or anything. my husband would certainly leave me in that case and I don't...
- Just looked at my uncle's mug shot again today. He was arrested for sexually assaulting a boy at his church; I never filed any charges against him personally for assaulting me the year after. I was ashamed and reasoned that my grandmother had just...