alijoezack

i feel better and somewhat stronger. have been trying to make healthier choices. joined a group and actually got brave enough to go to a function. i was good girl and didnt pick anyone up. i drank...

i had a very honest talk with my therapist today and it knocked me emotionally on my ass. so im going back to aa . i have been making some very very healthy choices and i need help. my babies are...

my therapist is gonna dope slap me...im one messed up chick 

my babies went away with their dad for the week. needless to say its gonna be a hard week. my sons both enjoyed their college orientations. scared shitless for the fall to come. i went out with my ex...

i just dropped my first born off at college orientation. i think i would like to have a good cry. couldnt even give him a hug or walk him in. he was so nervous he didnt even sleep lastnight and was...

i just dropped my first born off at college orientation. i think i would like to have a good cry. couldnt even give him a hug or walk him in. he was so nervous he didnt even sleep lastnight and was...

going back into therapy today. no idea how i am going to afford it but i have to. i dont desire to live like this anymore. its like i exist but dont. depression sucks. i sit in squallor with bird on...

some days i feel like im such a sick fuck. i drive myself crazy. i just wanna be normal and have love and not loose my damn mind. i cant handle games and not straight up honesty. life would be so...

i dont know how to not worry about the world. i want to be normal and have a life and be a good partner without going crazy. my head goes so fast yes even with meds. i have such a big heart but panic...

im aggravated, sad, was thinking would have nice day off. if only i culd shut my head off. my daughter says i make her worse and now not talking to me. ya shes 15 they think parents stupid but it...

my boys are graduating next month and im getting really down. like i suck at being a mom, i messed up their lives blah blah blah. should have given them so much more. they are so introverted and...

wy do i continue to do the same thing time and time again and expect things to be different. very very depressed. i sat for 5 days by my grammys side and watched her die. i slept in her bed with her....

right before my period i get so down and crazy. feel like running awy. had very ad visit at work because i dont do things the way they want me to . got upset cried looked like an idiot . very very...

im so good about worrying about the world even though i cant fix it make it better or anyone in it. i love my daughter more than anything in this world and she is struggling and i am so wiped out...

im so good about worrying about the world even though i cant fix it make it better or anyone in it. i love my daughter more than anything in this world and she is struggling and i am so wiped out...