college bound

i just dropped my first born off at college orientation. i think i would like to have a good cry. couldnt even give him a hug or walk him in. he was so nervous he didnt even sleep lastnight and was showered by 5 and pacing for me to get up. apple not falling far from the tree at all. next one goes tomorrow. i guess this is the time in my life that i wish i had a partner someone to share this kind of stuff with. i have friends but i dont know someone to give me a hug. go on the ride to drop him off offer me some kind of emotional support. im gonna need alot of help come end of summer when my boys are off to college for good. thankfully they will only be living an hour down the street. i will enjoy my time with them. they are such good kids. his twin already lost came home from dropping one off and the other was in my room when i got home. gonna be so hard on them they are glued at the hip. started back at therapist last week and very happy i finally made the choice to talk to someone. i am doing a very good job at being crazy