depression sucks

im aggravated, sad, was thinking would have nice day off. if only i culd shut my head off. my daughter says i make her worse and now not talking to me. ya shes 15 they think parents stupid but it hurts. all i did wa take her shopping and try buy her stuff. i was abnoxious and she started panicking and im sad cause i wanna help but emotionally it kills me. i dont want her to be me i want her to be strong and confident. i got mad cause she was fine when she was shopping for her but when i started looking she got aggravated and it was time to go. idk im tired im freaking out on people cause i need help and like to help others but when they dont want me i freak. work is beyond crazy stressful right now