pms

right before my period i get so down and crazy. feel like running awy. had very ad visit at work because i dont do things the way they want me to . got upset cried looked like an idiot . very very hard for me to focus. sit still do paperwork as they want me to. i was so hurt and sad i bust my butt at work and am very passionate about it. guess worry about it all ending. feel like nothing is secure. my ex is playing games because i am allowing her to. my daughter scares me so bad. i just want her to be well. my boys going off to college in fall. where did the time go. so scared for them to go. i love my boys. just so sad and scared