alijoezack

life is one experience after the other. really need to start using my brain all the time and not my heart maybe the results will turn out better. i felt so damn good. felt like i had come home and...

im angry today, have worked 14 days in a row and pretty exhausted. not happy with myself. unsure of this weekend. not strong enough all the time to deal with feelings. i just want to go and relax and...

why am i still playing with this woman. dumb ass. i do me sappy texts oh i miss u and love u but u r hurting me. she offered to hook me up with some ugly woman thats been hitting on her at work as a...

tired confused tired.... hard time of year dont always choose the right road, change is difficult. cant seem to let her go although she three quarters of the way there just need little push. its hard...

DIDNT REALIZE WE COULD UNFRIEND PEOPLE ON THIS LIKE MANY OTHER GROUP THINGS. GUESS IM OVER SENSITIVE AND GET UPSET EASILY AND IN CONTROL OF ONLY MY OWN ACTIONS. BUT HAVE BEEN THROUGH VERY ROUGH TIME...

had great day with my family yesterday. finally got to see my nieces baby. she is really clueless and i feel really bad. she is far younger than her actual years and i fear for her and the baby but...

went to see nieces baby with my little girl. it was good day. started off very rough but all in all good day. just cant seem let ex go. and i get so down and depressed. she says morning i say morning...

tired of being alone. feel like an ass. sat night with nothing to do. oh well could always be alot worse i have a roof over my head and seeing family tomorrow. so knock it off. i miss my ex bad. shes...

was up many many times last night and exhausted. one of my managers transferring because short story we dont get along. she was dating other manager which was big nono and caused alot of friction...

was told by therapist same thing i know and you all have been telling me for months. move it on. but it hurts. she is so far in its hard to get her out. but atleast ive agreed to try not to contact...

i blew a tire yesterday and when went to check it out ended up costing 800 dollars cause yeah they were let s say not drivable. any kind of money issue really screws me up. lost it all couple times...

i kinda spoke my mind to the ex the other day and now we r no longer speaking. i had been in house for 5 days due to surgery was feeling sorry for myself and basically told her was hurt she never...

back at work for 12 hour day. im beat. in control of my feelings a little better today. the girl knew was liittle bent and teased me about it. i didnt text her first, and explained myself and why i...

SO TIRED OF FEELING SAD AND CRAZY. HAD NICE DAY WITH GIRL AND HER DAUGHTER AND SHE DIDNT WANNA HANG TODAY. SHE JUST WANTED TO RELAX AND SEE HER FRIENDS LATER. SO WHY SHOULD THIS MAKE ME SAD. NOW DONT...

i find when have p.m.s its always my saddest time. i get really down and feel lost and cant deal with feelings and emotions as well. just wish could slow down sometimes and not let mean people upset...