alijoezack

i feel better and calmer. maybe it is all in my head but feeling better is good. trying stay calm cause its a very busy time at work and am in process of loosing my management team. i will work...

im still majorly depressed and battling hard. i just need be more independent and enjoy good times when i have them. i guess being an addict is huge problem for me cause when someone or something...

missed being here... having hard time slowing down my head....been on again off again for last 5 months with a woman. she is kind but im still a mess. im so ready in so many ways to play house...i...

sometimes when i go through hard times i put up walls so i can mentally survive. im so tired of being so damn sensitive. it has made my life very very difficult. it pushes people away. i get scared...

feeling very lost. have taken break from my gf because im emotionally overloaded. i have put up a large wall and it doesnt feel good. short version yes i love her. have known her for years but she...

i torment myself all the time. am i doing the right thing. why am i alive. should i have a life outside of being a mom and working myself to death. i struggle hard day to day. i just want to be a mom...

so tired of being an emotional wreck. im so sensitive and blowing yet another relationship. been only 2and half months although have known her for ten years. was ready change my whole life and pack...

i wish daily that i wasnt so damn sensitive. im overtired oversensitive and when have p.m.s feel like the world is gonna come crashing down. im really really out of it these last couple days and i...

i still hurt alot and still am way too sensitive. it overwhelms me alot. i try to get lost in others and it hurts. atleast im becoming more aware and letting her talk me through it.she says i take...

i get very sad this time of year. overwhelmed more like it. havent started shopping. very little money. havent decorated. really need pull head out of ass and do it. working straight through to xmas....

very hard time of year. work is exhausting and the holidays are very difficult. but got great surprise today when my friend drove hour and half to come just say hello t work. was great surprise and...

apparently my busy head thought things through before i had all the information. my gf only said i shouldnt come for christmas although she wants me to because her mother is very elderly and confused...

when i am good i am good and when im down im really down. guess in all reality i dont belong with someone. it felt so good but whenever i get doubtful my head goes crazy with a million worries. very...

had a beautiful day with my children yesterday. just wish i could not be an ass and be content with that. i have been single for the most part for ten years. have never been invited to someones home...