alijoezack

was told by therapist same thing i know and you all have been telling me for months. move it on. but it hurts. she is so far in its hard to get her out. but atleast ive agreed to try not to contact...

i blew a tire yesterday and when went to check it out ended up costing 800 dollars cause yeah they were let s say not drivable. any kind of money issue really screws me up. lost it all couple times...

i kinda spoke my mind to the ex the other day and now we r no longer speaking. i had been in house for 5 days due to surgery was feeling sorry for myself and basically told her was hurt she never...

back at work for 12 hour day. im beat. in control of my feelings a little better today. the girl knew was liittle bent and teased me about it. i didnt text her first, and explained myself and why i...

SO TIRED OF FEELING SAD AND CRAZY. HAD NICE DAY WITH GIRL AND HER DAUGHTER AND SHE DIDNT WANNA HANG TODAY. SHE JUST WANTED TO RELAX AND SEE HER FRIENDS LATER. SO WHY SHOULD THIS MAKE ME SAD. NOW DONT...

i find when have p.m.s its always my saddest time. i get really down and feel lost and cant deal with feelings and emotions as well. just wish could slow down sometimes and not let mean people upset...

very relieved i dont have breast cancer. i have atypia will find out tuesday if going to be removed to prevent it from developing. but very happy cause tough girl was scared shitless. ya so not a...

days off are not always a good thing for me. thought i was gonna get to see her in the a.m. but didnt work out. so i finally spoke up and said what the hell do u want. she said likes me but doesnt...

really tired of being sad. just venting. i know i need to think positive and do things that make me happy just having bad bad day. im just lonely plain and simple. got biopsy and just feel so alone....

had biopsy done this morning. ya not so much fun. guess will find out by thursday the results. life could always be alot worse and am thankful for the things i do have especially my beautiful...

tomorrow is yucky doctor day. i hadnt been for atleast 5 years and now i have been atleast 8 times in the last 2 weeks. i have to get a biopsy done tomorrow and will be happy when this is all over....

maybe its the zoloft not really sure but im alot calmer. definately not crying like an ass everyday which is nice. have only seen her once last night in the past 3 weeks. dont really get why im...

guess kinda lost it today. havent seen her in a week. so was quiet today cause guess im trying distance myself so she says why so quiet. umm hello i said i miss u so she says i actuallly miss u too....

so here i sit on here night off and am being a big girl and not asking her over. does it hurt yes does it bother me, hell ya but guess maybe getting little stronger cause the old me would have...

so i thought on my vaca i would get to see her. her parents are gone on vacation so im allowed at her house. tuesday we spent 12 hours together. yes i count the hours. and thats been it whole week. i...