life

my babies went away with their dad for the week. needless to say its gonna be a hard week. my sons both enjoyed their college orientations. scared shitless for the fall to come. i went out with my ex gf lastnight. omg we had so much fun. i havent laughed that much in a very very long time. hadnt seen her in about a yr and a half and really missed her. she is so damn mature for her age sometimes i wish she could be a kid she has the weight of the world on her shoulders and so responsible for someone her age. would love to get back together with her but dont think it will happen but am very grateful she is still a great friend. i got crazy with her and pushed her away cause she was my first and my emotions were everywhere..