better

i feel better and somewhat stronger. have been trying to make healthier choices. joined a group and actually got brave enough to go to a function. i was good girl and didnt pick anyone up. i drank too much but that is on my list. my boys leaving next month. feel little better cause got them some stuff for college and they told me will be coming home most weekends. they are such great kids. still doing therapy and liking it. its totally different this time. this is the only therapist i havent spent whole time crying each time so im actually talking and getting help.