DianeMTB

After losing my husband one month ago in a sudden death of a heart attack, I am having good days and bad days & good moments and bad moments.  Grieving takes time.  Christmas Day was hard but my...

I want to heal from the grief of losing my husband named Smokey who died on Sunday, November 15, 2009.  He was only 60 years of age.  It was a sudden heart attack.  He died at home in the bathroom.

I miss my husband affectionately called Smokey.  He died on Nov. 15, 2009.  I miss him each and every day.  It hurts so much.  I am in great pain at Smokey's passing away.  I look around the...

I hurt and am in pain over the loss of my husband.  At times I look at our bed and just cry.  I look at his picture and I cry.  I remember all the wonderful things he did and I cry.  I remember...

I had planned to do some small grocery shopping.  Instead, I just sat in my chair and had a cry fest.  I am just waiting to build up the courage to go grocery shopping.  I feel like I just want to...

I lost my husband and its all the little things he did that I miss so much.  He loved to order through Publishers.  He knew what I loved.  If he thought I would like something, he would order it...

My husband passed away Nov. 15, 2009 without a will and with two estranged daughters.  It is not easy.  I had to see a lawyer to get a Letter of Administration which will take 2 1/2 months.  Alll...

I lost my husband, Smokey, suddenly on Nov. 15, 2009.  I think he had a stroke.  I am waiting for Vancouver General Hospital to do an autopsy as he did not have a doctor.  I encourage all people...

I am on two online free dating sites now.  A friend of mine named Laurel in Osoyoos, British Columbia who says the guys on  Plenty of Fish just want sex.  I had a scam on Christian Soul Mates...

How was your Christmas?  I had a good Christmas Day.  I went to church.  Dave picked me up afterwards and met some friends.  Went back to Dave's to start the dinner and do all the prep work,...

Loss and depression seem to go hand in  hand.  Loss of my late-husband and my job - depression is part of the package.  Trying to find a new job and new mate is rather difficult and extremely hard...

The weight issue came up again last not, my feelings got hurt and I got very angry.  I said I like myself the way that I am.  If you don't, we can always break up.  Dave did not like that at all....

Living alone - how is everyone doing it?  At times, it sucks.  Other times, it's okay.  It all depends on my mood.  When I miss Smokey the most, it is usually when I am home alone.  It feel it...

I made it through the two year anniversary date of Smokey's passing yesterday.I was alone in the morning which was horrible.Carol picked me up at 11:30 and we went to Ikea and 3 other lighting...

It's the 2nd anniversary of Smokey's death today.  The morning is going to be tough as I will be alone.  The afternoon not so bad.  My friend Carol Simonson is picking me up at 11:30 a.m. and we...