I'm tired about the issue about my weight. It's driving me crazy.

The weight issue came up again last not, my feelings got hurt and I got very angry.  I said I like myself the way that I am.  If you don't, we can always break up.  Dave did not like that at all.  Dave wants to be with me.  He should develop a back bone as Rob is the one who usually instigates it and he is drunk.  When Rob is sober, he does say small things here and there but nothing like when he is drunk.  It all comes out his issues with woman who are not thin as a rail.  This will probably keep coming up every once in awhile.  I am in a room full of idiots.  What am I doing with them in the first place?  There has got to be some one better for me that is for sure.  I am biding my time, checking out free online dating and keeping my eyes open in the real world. I know a few women including relatives who are not thin as a rail and they found someone who loves them and accepts them for who they are and not their dress size.  It is what I am looking for now.  Every man I have been with has an issue with my size from my ex-husband Gary, my late-husband Smokey and Rob/Dave.  I want someone who accepts me and loves me for me.  Is there a man out there like that?  I would like to meet him.  from Diane B.