Journal

I'm so hungry. I'm cooking some dumplings but they're taking very long. I dumped a lot of pepper into it by accident. I also put chopped daikon radish and bok choy. It should be good. I just wonder about how I got into this situation in the first place where I'm so hungry my hands are shaking and I'm waiting for dumplings to cook. 

I have physics notes to finish after this and then work for architecture studio. But I'm feeling very groggy today. Very held back. Like a ship sailing in an ocean of jello flowing in the opposite direction. I'm not sure what I want. I just know I don't feel well. 

Maybe in ten years the doctors will find something wrong with me and be able to tell me, wow, how did you go all of those years without knowing?