Not feeling ready for the future

Went to a counselor type person today who described my potential career paths in my first choice school. 

This put into perspective how skilless I am compared to many other people. This is a highly competetive school, people stay up for days on end and the school puts out cots for students to sleep in and even a room of puppies during finals. 

I feel perpetually unprepared. I don’t feel ready to go out on my own. I don’t feel ready to get a job, and I don’t even know what that job would be. I know that my skills are definitely not as good as some others, because I let anxiety take over my creative life for some time. 

Blep. Mental health issues making things a bit harder, as always. 

It’s hard to comprehend how people can transition from where we high schoolers are into making money, owning a house, paying bills and having kids. Some people don’t, I guess. I feel so lost! We’re under so much pressure. 

I’ve been worrying about this too much. Most people make it in life just fine.. and enough money to get by. I’m sure I’ll find something. There are worse situations to be in.