No More Revolving Door

If he thinks my apartment door will be his own personal revolving door yet AGAIN, he'll find out quickly that he's got another thing coming ! I've already noticed that he's recently added his most " recent " ex-gfs onto his facebook friends list. This comes not very long after he's told me several detailed stories about how horrible those women were towards him. If they were that horrible, then why on earth has he added them to his facebook friends list ?! You just don't stay in contact with exes that treated you like shit ! At least most people wouldn't do that. I suppose I'm speaking from a tilted hypocritical view of things, since I've taken him back into my life too many times to count ! 

  The biggest difference this time - one that I don't believe he has a clue about - is that I'm numb to his games. 

By " numb " what I'm saying is that I know exactly what to expect. Before he actually comes back I'm going to make it crystal clear where I stand on all of this, and then the " ball will literally be in his court ". 

But.... IF he should choose to leave me AGAIN after say... maybe 3 or 4 months, or so.... I will make arrangements to have the locks changed if I can, and I will take down his artwork - ( if I can do it without damaging the paintwork in here ), and any little thing he might have left behind I will either put away in a closet, or I will throw away. As far as EVER talking to him on the phone again, well that would remain to be seen. I'm not sure if I'd be able to control my rage enough to have a civil converation with him at that point. 

HOPEFULLY.... He will prove me wrong about this, and he will show me by his actions that he's back to stay, and that he does TRULY LOVE ME. 

I can't help but wonder if he even knows what truly loving someone means. I doubt he has any clue.