He toyed with my Heart AGAIN

I should have seen it coming. I don't know why I was so blind. I fell completely for all of his pretty words about how he was planning on coming back to me soon. He even went as far as to talk to me about all of the specific details of the process he'd have to go through first to make it possible. I believed it all ! I was so stupid !

 I'm saying that I was stupid now because at the last minute he came up with " excuses " as to why he can't come back to me " right now ". He didn't even have the decency to cut the cord connecting me to him. Instead he made it seem like there was still a very small glimmer of hope that after 2 or 3 months, then he'd be able to come to me. BAH ! What a bunch of BS ! I've been seeing more and more lately that that's what it is... just pure B.S. !

 For 4 days now I've tried to simply say " Hi, how are you doing ? ", to him either on fb, or through a text message. But so far he hasn't replied back to me either way. It's obvious he has the ability to talk on fb, since I've been him signed onto fb, and noticed that he's been adding new friends to his fb page. So obviously he's ignoring me. WHY ? I never did anything hateful to him.

 All I ever did was try to LOVE HIM.... but in return he treats my Heart like a damn TOY !!!!! I don't need this... I don't deserve this !