Another one of those evenings

Just when I thought it was going to be a peaceful " normal " evening, everything turned on a dime.... literally ! 

Suddenly he went from talking to me " normally " about his written financial budget / plan for October's expenses, to yelling and screaming at me about my headaches that I've been getting often. He yelled at me that I should " take something " for my headaches but what he doesn't seem to grasp is that I'm already trying that. I take a pain pill twice a day, and on top of that I've been taking over-the-counter headache medicine. Still none of that seems to make much of a dent in my chronic headaches. This makes me believe that the cause is much more than just physical. I'm certain that it's at least fifty percent psychological / stress related. It's got to be since every time he starts getting intense / and grumpy about the financial budget - or anything else for that matter - that's when I start feeling like my head is going to explode. Plus many times as well as my head feeling like it's going to explode, I start getting chest pains too. I've never told him about my theory as to the cause of my chronic headaches since I'm sure it would only cause him to become even more enraged at me. So I continue to stay quiet about it, and anything he " suggests " as far as taking care of my headaches goes, I quietly agree to no matter what.

Right now he's playing Dungeon Siege. It's almost 2 AM.... I should be asleep, but that's not going to happen until he decides to go to bed - leaving me by myself out here in the living room - ( free to go to sleep in my recliner ).

Earlier he was throwing such a terrible raging fit that he shattered one / or two light bulbs on the kitchen floor, and ended up putting some of the shattered glass fragments down the garbage disposal - thus BREAKING IT ! Now I'm the ONE that has to LIE to apartment maint. and say that I " accidently " broke a glass in the disposal side of the sink ! I hope that they'll " believe " that lie, and eventually come out to " fix " the garbage disposal AGAIN ! 

Plus he took out a couple of light bulbs out of the main light fixture in the kitchen. This means that we need to buy light bulbs in the near future. The only problem with that is that finances are extremely tight already, and we did NOT need that " ADDED " expense ! It's because of his damn childishness that we need light bulbs now, but sure enough he's been acting tonight like a " spoiled " child..... whining that NOW he won't be able to get his video game, and might not be able to pay his cell phone bill ! Well, boo f-ing hoo ! He should have thought about this BEFORE he shattered those light bulbs !!!!!