Got the " Jump " on his this morning...

For the last few weeks, or so, every morning he's woken me up hours before my alarm ! This morning I've " flipped the script ", and I've been up for hours before him for a change ! So by the time he drags his miserable ass out of bed I'll already completely wide awake, alert, and ready for anything he has to say to me ! I'm NOT going to put up with his B.S. today ! I'm sick of it ! 

Last night was ridiculous ! We were having what I thought was a  " normal " conversation, but then I say ONE WORD that he decides is wrong... and that was it ! It was game on from then on out ! His rage went from nothing to full blown in the blink of an eye ! It was literally like someone had flipped on a light switch ! 

I've tried many times before to beg him to see a doctor, and get put on meds for his " bi-polar ", but he won't hear it at all ! He insists that he doesn't like how the meds make him feel ! HAHAHAHA !!!!!

Well, I've got NEWS for him.... NO ONE LIKES HOW IT FEELS TO BE AROUND HIM WHEN HE'S NOT ON MEDS !!!!!!!!!

You would think after years and years of failed relationships.... too many fights to count... and even spending time in jail and prison because of his rage... that he would FINALLY get the message loud and clear ! ... But OH NO !!!!...

His stubborn streak isn't only just a mile long... it's astronomical... it goes from here to the moon and back again... at least a MILLION TIMES ! 

I'm just HOPING... AND PRAYING... that he'll leave me completely ALONE today ! ... I don't care if he only says two words to me. In fact that's what I would prefer, since then it would mean that I would have some peace for a change ! PLEASE GOD... PLEASE let it be a peaceful day !