He's been escalating !..... there's no way around it..

There's no doubt anymore. 

His " raging fits " of psychotic rage and abuse have been escalating ! 

Specifically I mean that it's been taking less and less for him to " flip over " into the " monster " side of his personality ! 

It used to at least take a real issue - like a normal concern about getting the bills paid on time, or whether or not we'll have enough food stamps and/or money to get groceries that month; but now apparently just about ANYTHING can " flip the switch " for him ! 

Yesterday - ( Sunday February 10 th, 2019 ) - all it took was us sitting together watching a dvd movie, and I simply asked him to turn the volume up because I couldn't clearly hear one of the actors talking. 

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ASKING THAT ???!!! .... NOTHING ! .... NOTHING AT ALL !

But HE didn't see it that way ! 

He went completely OFF on me ! COMPLETELY ! 

He start screaming at me... throwing things around... and at me ... and then CHARGED AT ME ... grabbed my LEFT HAND ... squeezing it HARD.... all the while threatening to hurt me even WORSE if I didn't stop crying !!!!!.... 

He ALMOST BROKE the fingers of my LEFT HAND !