How much more ??????

How much more of this can I take ?

It'd be so much simpler if things were completely 100 % bad - all of the time; but they're not. 

The thing is, the percentage that things turn from " good to unbearable " is completely unpredictable, and over the last couple of months it seems to be getting larger and larger each week. 

So when do I say.. " No more ! " 

When do I finally say that the small handful of " good times " is simply not enough to tolerate all of the " bad times " - especially when the bad times involve things that are worse than being in jail / prison - ( in my opinion ) ! 

When the " bad times " involve mental and physical abuse, controlling / obsessive / paranoid / extremely raging psychotic behavior / and an unlimited barage of insults that hurt more than I can describe !...... When do you finally say.. " NO MORE ! "

Is it truly worth the small handful of " good times ", to put up with everything I just mentioned ?!... AND MORE !?

Plus, lately there's been a NEW development that I can't help but notice.

He's developed an extremely bad habit of standing " over " me - ( or at least very near me ) - while he does his very best to aggressively BULLY ME into agreeing with WHATEVER he's saying ! 

It doesn't matter WHAT it is... or NO MATTER HOW RIDICULOUS it is.... He'll stand nearby while he's yelling at me... " supposedly " to get his point across to me.... acting as if he's talking to a 3 year old, instead of a fellow adult ! .... and along with his yelling, he'll ADD a STARE that could burn a hole through a concrete wall ! 

What I had to do was to sit as STILL as I could... NOT saying much at all, and I did my VERY BEST to look ANYWHERE ELSE EXCEPT FOR AT HIM ! .... This seemed to just piss him off even more than my NOT agreeing with him, at first.... but THANKFULLY... EVENTUALLY.... My stubborness wore him down, and he gave up on his " STARE DOWN " !