i do alot of thinking while im driving...so at the moment i feel the need to share some of these wonderous thoughts that passed through my brain both on the way to and on the way home from my daily starbucks trip...
1) why can't eating be like reading?...it's ok if u do it and ok if u don't...it's something u can talk about with ur friends (talk about taste with food or storylines with books)...and if u partake in either of them or not, no one can tell just from looking at u because neither would affect how u appear on the outside
2) when did i go from being a happy anorexic to this shell of a person who is heavy afflicted and weighed down by anorexia? (yes at one point i was a happy anorexic....when i was 16 and just starting...i didnt have all of these food rules and guidelines that i had to follow)
3)my god i love coffee
4) if it is ever found that spenda and equal cause cancer....i will be the 1st to drop dead....
well even though i feel lazy for not doing much physically over the break, i have finished the 3 longest of my 5 papers that i have due (a 13 pg paper on anorexia (cuz u know how hard it is to write about something u know nothing about haha), a 7 page paper on the book the giver, and an annotated bibliography of 20 books) so i feel a little weight and pressure lifted off of my shoulders...and im happy that i havent gained like 20 pounds from jsut sitting around doing school crap....
1) why can't eating be like reading?...it's ok if u do it and ok if u don't...it's something u can talk about with ur friends (talk about taste with food or storylines with books)...and if u partake in either of them or not, no one can tell just from looking at u because neither would affect how u appear on the outside
2) when did i go from being a happy anorexic to this shell of a person who is heavy afflicted and weighed down by anorexia? (yes at one point i was a happy anorexic....when i was 16 and just starting...i didnt have all of these food rules and guidelines that i had to follow)
3)my god i love coffee
4) if it is ever found that spenda and equal cause cancer....i will be the 1st to drop dead....
well even though i feel lazy for not doing much physically over the break, i have finished the 3 longest of my 5 papers that i have due (a 13 pg paper on anorexia (cuz u know how hard it is to write about something u know nothing about haha), a 7 page paper on the book the giver, and an annotated bibliography of 20 books) so i feel a little weight and pressure lifted off of my shoulders...and im happy that i havent gained like 20 pounds from jsut sitting around doing school crap....
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I can certainly attest to #3 and #4! My blood is about 70% caffeine, and 30% equal. About 2)...It is strange how over time \"ED\" goes from being your friend to that devious monkey on your back that you just can\'t seem to shake off. I have experience the same thing. (He\'s been a monkey for at least the last 8 years, the first 4 I was oblivious to his deceptive ways.) Evil Bastard, had me convinced that he would solve all my problems, turns out he came to rob me of everything.