well my dad is off in syracuse visiting his best friend ..........woo hoo! (opps did i say that outloud?!?!?)well i crawled into bed with my sister last night....it was nice to be able to do that...i am glad she's home.......and this morning i went shopping with my mom and my sister....i love how my mom acts when my dad isnt around....she is just one of the girls then...when my dad is home, she is more parenty...but she still has her fun moments lol.......i felt kind of bad though....my mom was hungry, and she wanted to go get some food....so she asked me "missy is it ok if we go out to eat?".....i know she did this becuz of my ED...but it was still weird to have my mother asking me if it was ok if we did something....and i dont want to screw anyone elses life up due to my ED...so i wasnt about to say no....but thank the lord she decided to come home and order in chinese rather than go out to a restaurant....whew, dodged that bullet!then i went to work.......so all in all, its been an alright day...but all of this paperwork that needs to be filled out for college is so stressful...i feel like everyone else is aware of the loan process, and the paperwork that is due...and like im the only one sitting here saying WTF?!?!? i just wanna go to college...not sign my life away!!! ahhhhhhhhhBTW...to all of my friends, i love u guys. All of ur endless support, caring words, and helpful advice still takes my breath away......i do not know why i have an ED, or why i was lucky enough to find this site.....but everything happens for a reason....or so they say
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im glad things are going alright.good luck with the college stuff! lots of love!
I doubt you\'re the only one saying WTF? You\'ll be sitting around soon with all your college buddies and laughing about how you made it through all those hoops. I missed you so much.. Gabby something,,,ha ha that was great! I never would have seen that post if it weren\'t for you. You have no idea what you just did for me. XOXOXOXO
paper work...they need to get rid of most of it if yuu ask me.
and yuu would not have been \"screwing up other ppl lives\" by being uncomfertable by going out to eat.its good to cee that yuur mom unstood that and asked yuu how yuu felt.
also its good that yuu didnt have to feel worried aboutt food by going out to eat..
You are not alone, college has given me more then a few headaches! I always discover some form that I\'m supposed to have known about after the due date or something. All this red tape you have to go through just to learn and make something of yourself. I hate it how the secretary or FA office or whoever is requesting the paperwork always makes me feel like shit cause I had no idea I was suppose to fill it out. I want to be like, \"And just who\'s job was it to inform me of this nonsense, do you have a degree in anything except sitting on your but all day and making people feel like crap?\" That stuff really gets to me, I swear I get less stressed out about the actual classes and academic work then I do about fafsa forms and all that other gargle. I feel for ya!