JaniceS

thank you all for being so kind and gentle with me, you are really amazing. today the kids started the new school year.  tali is 5 and is in the final year of kindergarten, which is age appropriate...

little things happen a lot. today i was at a shopping mall, and was trying to pay for the parking card. the kids were fighting over who was going to get the coins out of the machine. and the 3 of...

hello to my dearest, dearest friends i am having such a dilemma, and i just dont know who to turn to.  the pain, of course the pain. its been just over 8 months now since jessy died. i havent cried...

what is wrong with me?!i was doing so well. i know we go through phases, but mine seem a bit dramatic and it scares me to death.when i feel good, i feel real good and think i can help so many people,...

our angels who have passed, i think ive figured why we get so frustrated at things people say....  its because OTHER PEOPLE see things as earthly OR heavenly. there is a distinct line. we are on...

you are just the most special and precious friends, thank you so much for your support and encouragement, for your recognising that i am doing the best i can. thank you so much for being there. thank...

hello my dear friendsive had a visit from my sisters from overseas, they came for the unveiling of jessy's tombstone. and also to say good bye to my dad, as in 2 months he is emigrating with his wife...

thank you to my beloved friends, for all your most treasured support and love.  the unveiling was ok. emotional, but okay.  i was in a very very bad way by last night, i thought my entire body was...

i cant believe that tomorrow is only a few hours away, and then jessy's tombstone will be unveiled.  i watched the video tonight, of her last few hours. i just cant believe she's not here anymore....

the most incredible thing happened. i am so awed that for 2 days i havent even been able to write my story.  if you all remember my dog sheinie, she is a black labrador, she is exceptionally bonded...

guys, thank you for all your responses to my entries. you have no idea how much it means to me.  you know, i spoke to my rabbi, and i said everyone tells me jessy is in a better place, and shes not...

hi to my special friends yesterday jessy's tombstone was put up.  i went to watch, my mom and husband, and khaely and jarod came with. it took quite long. i was very quiet. it was gentle. i was...

hi to my friends.i have been very sick this week. last week they were going to put up jessys tombstone and i REALLY wanted to be there to watch. but it was the last week of school and i was needed at...

thank you everyone for your amazing support and encouragement of what i did. i did try my best and so appreciate YOU, my most special special friends!!   dont even know if i could have done it...

today is my hubby's 50th birthday.  you know what i did? YESTERDAY i woke up with a good feeling, motiviated, and went to the gift shop to spend a bit that i didnt have! credit card, and i decided...