JaniceS

hi, i have so much going on, i cant even think straight...  intense things... first of all khaely - my bipolar daughter, last year did not cope in a regular school (neither could THEY cope with...

i am feeling terrible terrible terrible today.  ive been doing well and been feeling so strong and helping so many people with so many things, and today i just broke. khaely my 10 year old, bipolar...

oh boy! its been nearly 7 and half months and its time for me to give jessy the honor of having a tombstone.  so it was all arranged, and this morning the lady selected, came to meet with us  to...

does it ever feel like everything's like a kind of movie, just rolling and rolling? since jessy died it feels like life is really but a fleeting passing of time.  i just look around at everything...

please can someone help me... from people who understand, i am told to deal with my loss of my jessy in MY way, in ANY WAY THAT I CAN, in order to get through it, in order to get through a...

today is 24 October 2008my jessy passed away on 24 April 2008 today is 6 monthsit feels like it was yesterday - that dreaded trip to the cemetaryit felt like such a long drive..... .... almost like...

hi to my friends i cried today. i sobbed today. we were invited out to friends for lunch. i hated it. not because of them. because of me. it was as if i were taking all the energy and power i had to...

hi all today is my birthday, i am 42. its weird - my first birthday without jessy here, shrieking and shouting with joy, and wanting to blow candles out 20 times, and singing happy birthday again...

hi to all my special friends -'hows this for a real real laugh tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY!  on my profile i wrote i am 42, i thought i was 43 tomorrow, but my mom and husband just worked out that im...

hi to you my friends. i am feeling so depresseddepressed that jessy was ever brain damageddepressed that jessy was disableddepressed that jessy is deaddepressed that Khaely has bipolar i am trying...

hi to all my dearest friends, whom i cherish so much, and who have welcome me so warmly to this group, and befriended me. just wanted to say hi and a bit of whats happening. this morning my father...

hi to all of you, my new friends, whom i know i will treasure forever and evermore.  i am new to the list, and some of you have asked about jessy, and i am only too happy  cos i need to...

Hello, my name is Janice. I lost my 12 year old little girl 4 months ago. She had cerrebral palsy from birth. i was so very very close to her. my pain is so bad, i think no-one in the world can...

dearest friendsi see my last entry was December 09, more than 4 months ago.  I'm not sure why exactly i didnt write in for so long.  i think i've been trying to find a way to live life, trying to...

my friends, i need help.  i'm sorry. at times i am strong, and i can give such insightful and helpful support.  but right now i need help... . . .  i am anxiety stricken.  i cant believe jessy...