hi to my special friends yesterday jessy's tombstone was put up.  i went to watch, my mom and husband, and khaely and jarod came with. it took quite long. i was very quiet. it was gentle. i was numb.  i was very aware of the sky. it was a hot hot day. the sky was clear, with few scattered clouds. it was very very very bright. we were there for about 2 hours. by then the clouds had built up quite a bit.  the sun shone through. my jessy is really dead. she is really buried.

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Oh Jan it\'s so hard. I am hugging you, Vera
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Jan, I remember the day I saw my son\'s stone in the ground. It was Thanksgiving last year. It is so hard, the finality really sinks in yet you can\'t wrap your mind around it. I\'m sure you know what I mean. I\'m sorry friend. In time I think you will see it\'s beauty and it will become a beautiful resting place for Jessy. Love to you dear friend. Robin
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I am sorry and I understand how you are feeling. I wish I was there to give you a hug. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love,Kathy
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i\'m so sorry. it\'s just not fair. you are in my thoughts and prayers. i wish i could have been there to hold you. love and hugs, meg
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So very sorry - it took me weeks to be able to go to the cemetary after Billy\'s tombstone was placed - all I asked Dan was \"Is it what we wanted?\" & he said yes - that was all I wanted to know. Seeing it there really made it a reality...Hugs, Ann
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im with you jan, your not alone.....you and your whole family are in my thoughts...lots of love..jann
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im with you jan, your not alone.....you and your whole family are in my thoughts...lots of love..jann