JaniceS

something to share about jessy      ....  she absolutely rejoiced in festivity. she wasn't aware of her disabilities, and had no awareness of anyone who looked at her funny, or what they thought...

oh my god, can it actually be a year already!  oh my god, i am so scared. i am vomiting again, and i am sick sick sick with grieving and longing.i cant believe its actually a year since jessy...

everythings so sore. i dreamed i was chasing after my dad's car screaming "daddy! daddy!" the pain was unbearable.so there he is on another continent now, and the stepmonster doesnt even CALL me for...

hello to my dear friendsi just wanted to share with you that im feeling a little better. i had a chat with my rabbi, i cried and cried and told him of the horrid things that came back to me about my...

thank you so much, my dearest friends, for you unbelievable love and support.  i feel like im dead. probably not just cos of my dad alone, but like you say, cos of everything. just one thing after...

to my dear friendsi dont know who to talk to.  i heard something almost 2 days ago, i talked to my family, but i am so numb i can hardly move. as you are all aware, my dad has left to australia....

to all my dearest friends whom i treasure so much THANK YOU for your kindness, and help, and most of all, for your non-judgemental understanding and advice to me. to let you know medically. they...

did you ever feel the trauma is so much that your brain cant even comprehend it, absorb it, didnt know WHAT to do with it?! part of what i didnt tell you all about my dad's leaving, is that my mom...

hello to my dear friends 2 days ago was 24 Feb, exactly 10 months since jessy's parting.  as you all know, jessy was very ill, and during the weeks prior to her death, i knew she was going, but...

today i heard jessy, and it was the most wonderful sound. but i REALLY heard her, in the house, like i could always hear her when in another room. i ran around looking for where the sound was coming...

hello to my dear friends went to the hospital, had whole lot of tests for the last 2 days, and will be having more next week... Thank G-d im not dying like i was afraid of!!! it seems there are a...

to my dearest friendsi think that since jessy died in april last year, i have been trying so hard to be strong, and be there for my other kids.  sure i know i cant just hold it all in, and of course...

thank you all for taking the time to read my letter to jessy with the insight you had.  there is something i want to share with you all.  the grief we dont know what to do with, and then the guilt...

my dearest angel jessy i hope you are enjoying being with Hashem, and being with all the most precious angels, all the neshomas that are as perfect as you.  how you so deserve to be with Hashem,...

thank you so much to you all  my dear friends.   i have so much faith, and i still stand by, and always will, my knowledge that jessy is safe and being protected by G-d, whom she is with. i know...